resentment

,Okay, so its 2005 and beyand jay are crazy in love. Destinys child just finished up there come back album. And are doing some LA getting their star on the hollywood walk of fame.

Scene; jay and beys home where jay is there with rihanna, tyty, terrel, and some more irrelevent ass people. They have been drinking really heavy and smoking (y'all kno wat they smoking). Everyone is passed out,(so we think). Jay decides to go to his room for the night.

Jay; shyt I'm tired. "Calls bey" hey ma. Wassup?
Bey; hey babe, I miss you,
Jay; damn I miss you too. Wat u up to?
Bey; about to go out for dinner, (I don't think I have to go over the tiime difference) we just came back from getting our star.
Jay; oh yea, how was that?
Bey; it was great, I just wish you were there.
Jay; aww, I kno ma, daddy had to work.
Bey; I kno daddy, so what u doing?
Jay; shyt, about to turn in. Ima call u as soon as I get up in the morning. Ok?
Bey; awwn, ok baby, I love you.
Jay; I love you more. Night ma
Bey; night babe.

Jay hangs up and there's a knock on his door, (when jay goes to bed he sleeps in boxers and not under the covers (and he's hard from thinking about bey cos he hasn't seen her in two weeks)
Who is it?
Person; rih (as she just walks in without permission)
Jay; damn, what the fuck u knock for
if u just gone walk in?
Rih? My bad damn baby. (Walks over to jay and puts her mouth on his dick thru his boxers)

Jay is so surprised and horny he dosent stop her. They mess around and fuck, (don't really like her so not going into detail about her in this blog, only4Bey. Lol)

After they finish, thing 1 goes back down stairs, and jay goes to shower and starts to realize what just happend.
Jay; fuck fuck fuck. I can't believe I just did that, fuck, how am I gong to tell bey, fuck, what if she finds out, fuck, I didn't even use protection,