i Am going to continue from the last post where jay told bey that him and rihoe (i mean rihanna) slept together. bey told jay to get out and all the guests that were over. kelly stayed and so did solo.......

Its the next morning and kelly has cooked breakfast(yall know she can throw down). solo and juelz(however you spell that lil boy name) are sitting down eating....

Kelly; i wonder what happened?
solo; you think jay????
Kelly; i dont know... thats what it se (solo taps her under the table bcos bey walked in)
solo; goodmorning!
Bey: goodmorning.
Kelly; how you feeling?
Bey; im good. (grabs an OJ bottle and sits at the table.
solo; juelz, go upstairs and watch tv. spongebob is on
juelz; ok ma. ( he been around uncle jay too long, lol)
kelly; so do you want to talk about it?
Bey: i cant believe he would do this to me.....
bey tells them what happens and cries and all that other stuff we women do....its now 1pm and solo,kelly and juelz are heading out to do some shopping, bey is staying at home bcos she doesnt feel like going out, on their way out the door.....

solo;Jay? you scared the shyt outta me.
JAy; wassup? is bey still here?
solo & kelly ignores him and leaves.
JAy; BEY? BABE
Bey; i must bey trippin'. i know i didnt just hear jay
just then jay comes in the room...
jay; bey can we atleast talk?
Bey; we have nothing to talk about. you can pack your bags and leave.
Jay; Bey?
Bey; jay?
JAy; bey come on, you cant bey serious?
Bey; im going to take a shower, when i get out please be gone!

bey takes a shower and jay packs a few bags and goes to his hotel...

the months pass and bey is working on dreamgirls. she hasnt spoke to jay sonce he left, he calls everynow and again but she just sends him to voicemail.

in beys trailer.....her phone rings and its jay, bey is in the restroom....
mama T; hello
jay;hey ma, is bey aroun?
mama T;shes busy, but whats going on?
Jay; i havnt talked to her in months and i just wanted to check on her.
mama T; ok well ( gives him the adress to where they are and hangs up b4 bey comes out)
bey; who was that?
mama T; Jay
bey; YOU ANSWERED? YY
mama T; bcos im grown, dont question me! you need to talk to that boy
Bey; so you saying that its ok for him to do me that way?
mama T; is that what i said? maybe im drunk or something,
Bey; MA?
mama T; that child is sorry and it was one mistake. do you still love him?
Bey; of course but i..
mama T; but nothing. you have to forgive him, im not saying forget but at least give him another chance.

bey shoots the last seen of the day and has been thinking about jay all day, she goes back to her trailer and its just her, angie, and mama T, everyone else has already left. they are about to leave and theres a knock on the door......bey is in the bathroom washing her make-up off so mama T opens the door.
Jay; hey ma (hugs her)
mama T; hey (gives angie that look) they both leave and jay sits down and wait for bey. a few mins later...
Bey; ma did you.......(speechless when she sees jay)
jay; bey,(gets up)look bey, i know i hurt you and im really sorry, i have been sick without you, i miss you, i miss us BEY, i think about you all day every day, everything i do, i cant get you outta my head and i dnt want too. im sooo sorry, and if you give me another chance i promise i will never hurt you again, please bey, i cant lose you!

update soon

I know you guys probably dont read this blog anymore, but im still going to update. i still have a lot of ideas soooo. and sorry to those who actually read and check for updates. Thus baby has been taking alot of my energy and all i do now is sleep. lol AND im sooo excited bcos i went to the doctor today, and i found out im HAVING A BABY GIRL! YAAAYY MEEE!

Resentement continued.

Ok.i kno tha last part was short but here goes npthing.......

In the last part jay slept with rihanna, he didnt use protection, bey is just got in from promo and next week DC3 will start their tour.

Bey; jayyyy, you home. (sees jay and runs to his arms)
Jay; hey babe, I missed you.
Bey; I missed you to.
They begin to make out when they remeber that jays mom and nana are sitting on the coich.
Nana; uurrrggghmmm.
Bey; oh, sorry, hey nana, (hugs them) jay did u cook im starving.
Jay; I can make you some pancakes,? (hugs her from behind as the walk into the kitchen.
Bey; yeaa, no thanks,
Gloria; ill make you something, what do you have a taste for?
Bey; actually, bar b que.
Jay; well lets tell eric to come thru and fire up the grill. We can have a few people over.
gloria; ok yea, ill start the sides.
Bey; ok, jay you invite a few people, and im about to go take a long shower. (kisses him and goes to shower.)

In the shower.....knock knock....
Bey:who Is it?
Jay; yo baby daddy.
Bey; haha, come in punk.
Jay undresses and gets in with bey,
Bey; babe, what are you doing?
Jay; taking a shower, what it look like?
Bey; ok, but dont try anything with them down stairs,
Jay; I might not.
Bey; jay, and I know u just got out anyway, your ragg was wet and so was the tub.
Jay; *comes up bbehind her and starts kissing her neck and rubbing her thighs.
Bey; *moans* jay noooo.
Jay; ignores her and gets on his knees and begins to eat her oit.
Bey; mmhhmmmmmmm baby,
After five mins jay comes up and kisses her, bey sucks her juices off of his lips and this gets jay all the way ready, bey straddles him and jay goes in. he fucks her in every position possible for the next 45 mins. They wash up and get dressed. When they go down stairs alot of their guests are there including beys family and..............Rihanna.
Bey mingles and jay is just sitting by the pool struck.
Bey; *sits on hos lap and kisses him* hey babe, wats up?
Jay; shyt, im just tired, I havnt really had any sleep, bcos I missed you? Kisses het.
Bey; ok shoop, well the food is ready so lets eat.
Jay; ok ma, come on.

They eat and drink and just have fun for the next few hours. Most people leave, except for a few friends. Its late and their just out by the pool drinknig and smoking. jay hasnt said one word to rihanna and tyty notices this.
Tyty; you good man.
Jay; yea, y u say that?
Tyty; u just a lil quiet and u havnt said to wordd to rij.
Jay; *sigh* nawl, man im good
Tyty; did you?
Jay; sits there with a blank stare....
Tyty; omg. Did u tell bey?
Jay; nawl man, but dont say nothing, to no one.
Tyty; u knl I got u but u betta tell her before she find out.
Jay; yea man I kno, I will, jist dont know how
Tyty; just be honest and straight up.
Ty goes back in the pool and jay goes over to bey and just holds her.
Later that night, everyone is winned down and chillin. Bey is tired and decides to call it a night, her and jay go upstairs and undress and get in bed. Jay is really quiet and bey is really agitated by this.
Bey; baby, y are you so quiet? Whats wrong?
Jay; *he just stares at the ceiling.
Bey;*sits up* babe, is everything ok? What is it babe?
Jay; bey, ok. Last week when u where out of town, I slept with rihanna. Bey im sooooo sorry, it was a mistake and I didnt mean for it to be this way, I love u and only you and I am sorry. I lpve u. Bey? Bey please say somthing to me. Please.....
Bey; *sits there loooking into space* *she mumbles,* get out.
Jay; baby please. Bey please, I love you and Im Sorr
Bey; jay get the fuck out!
Jay gets up and leaves. Bey gets up and goes downstairs and asks everyone to leave.
Bey; hey guys thanks for coming but could you all please leave, I just want to be alone.
Everyone os concerned. They're asking is she ok and whats wrong. Bey just gets quiet and stands there. Everyone leaves except kelly bcos she is in from out of town and solonge bcos jeulz is upstairs sleep.
Kelly; are you ok?
Bey; I dont want to talk. I jist want to sleep.
Bey goes up stairs and crys herself to sleep.
Kelly and solonge know something happend with jay bcos of the way he stormed out and dragged rihanna with him.
To be continued???!?!?!?!?!

resentment

,Okay, so its 2005 and beyand jay are crazy in love. Destinys child just finished up there come back album. And are doing some LA getting their star on the hollywood walk of fame.

Scene; jay and beys home where jay is there with rihanna, tyty, terrel, and some more irrelevent ass people. They have been drinking really heavy and smoking (y'all kno wat they smoking). Everyone is passed out,(so we think). Jay decides to go to his room for the night.

Jay; shyt I'm tired. "Calls bey" hey ma. Wassup?
Bey; hey babe, I miss you,
Jay; damn I miss you too. Wat u up to?
Bey; about to go out for dinner, (I don't think I have to go over the tiime difference) we just came back from getting our star.
Jay; oh yea, how was that?
Bey; it was great, I just wish you were there.
Jay; aww, I kno ma, daddy had to work.
Bey; I kno daddy, so what u doing?
Jay; shyt, about to turn in. Ima call u as soon as I get up in the morning. Ok?
Bey; awwn, ok baby, I love you.
Jay; I love you more. Night ma
Bey; night babe.

Jay hangs up and there's a knock on his door, (when jay goes to bed he sleeps in boxers and not under the covers (and he's hard from thinking about bey cos he hasn't seen her in two weeks)
Who is it?
Person; rih (as she just walks in without permission)
Jay; damn, what the fuck u knock for
if u just gone walk in?
Rih? My bad damn baby. (Walks over to jay and puts her mouth on his dick thru his boxers)

Jay is so surprised and horny he dosent stop her. They mess around and fuck, (don't really like her so not going into detail about her in this blog, only4Bey. Lol)

After they finish, thing 1 goes back down stairs, and jay goes to shower and starts to realize what just happend.
Jay; fuck fuck fuck. I can't believe I just did that, fuck, how am I gong to tell bey, fuck, what if she finds out, fuck, I didn't even use protection,

new start

Sorry for the loooooooooonnnnnnnnggggggggggg wait but the next update is just going to start frompart. Its going to be a continuation from the original story but let's just skip ahead a few years

Earning her title

So when we left off in the last part, jay took bey to meet his mom and family for sunday dinner at jays mom house. Bey got to hang and get to know the girls of his family a little more. they have now been together a lil over a year. Its now time for bey to go on her tour for Dangerously in love.
bey waking up to jay.........
Bey; wow jay, tomorrow im going on tour and I wont see gou for a long time.
Jay; man. I know. Im gone miss you. Huh. I wont bey able to wake up to this beautiful smile. and worst of all I wont be able to roll over and ask if I can hit it in the morning. *laughs*
Bey; haha. I know but you aint ask that this morning
Jay; well the sun is just coming up, sooo.... *kisses her neck* can daddy hit?
Bey; of course.
Bey and jay fuck for about 10mins and theres a knock at the door.
Jay; Fuck! *keeps going* the knock gets harder.
Bey; jay, let me get it, we can finish later. *grabs robe and goes to the door.

Its her father! And her mom.
Bey; omg daddy you finally came over.
Matt; w/e im only here to go over some final things before the tour. Im still not happy about this. Is he here?
Bey; of course. He lives here.
Matt; Go put some clothes on. Y are you nekkid....*side eyes bey*
Bey; *laughs* Im fina take a shower first and then I will help you guys. Yall can set up in my office.
Jay walks in.
Jay; hey momma tina *hugs her* hey matthew
Matthew; hi. *walks into beys office*
Momma tina; dont pay him no mind, sorry for his rudeness in your house.
Jay; oh no prob. Im gone bey like that with my baby girl too.
bey goes to shower and then after a few hours of work, sees her parents off because her and jay are spending the last night before bey goes on tour. The make love all night and bey says good bye to jay.

Two months pass and bey hasnt seen jay since she went on tour.

Jay; *on the phone with bey* hey ma. I miss you so much.
Bey;jay I miss you too but I really have to get back to rehearsal.
Jay; ok. Love yku. Call me when you get settled no matter how late it is.
Bey; ok. Love you. Bye.

The calls go on like this for a week.

Jay; bey, why you wont talk to me? We havnt talked in a week and I really need you.
Bey; jay I kno. I got a minute now so whats up?
Jay; I just miss you. I have some free time coming up. Can we meet?
Bey; jay im really busy with this tour and album. I miss you tho. And I want to see you. I just dont want you to get here and I not habe any time for.you.
Jay; so when can we get together?
Bey; ummm....... I dont kno right now. Ima call you back. My dad is calling me for dinner.
Jay; yeah.........
Bey: bye baby, love you.
Jay; un huh. *hangs ups*

Later on jay calls his mom.
Jjay; hey mom.
Gloria; hi babe, whats going on?
Jay; huh..... Nun. Just called to check on you.
Gloria; ok. Im fine but you dont seem to be. Wats going on?
Jay; well, bey just been really busy lately. She hasnt had any time for me. Im falling really hard for her and shes not catching anything. I dont know how to react. I have never been on this side of table.
Gloria; well shes young baby, and shes just getting her own career. Think about how you felt during that time in your life. You just have to be patient. If its meant, she will come around.
Jay; yeah.....i guess... I really love her tho. Man. Now I see how all those girls I did wrong feel.
Gloria; hahahaha. You are so silly boi. Get some rest. I love you.
Jay; love you too ma. Goodnight..

So,when we left offin the last part. Jay finally told bey he loved her after he confessed why he hadnt said it yet. They have been spending time together in their new apartment in New York. Jay is taking bey to meet his mom.

At jays mom house. His family is their for sunday dinner. They do this twice a month and the while family comes. They pull up to the house;
Bey; well here goes nothing.
Jay; haha. Nervous?
Bey; yea, a lil, just all at once? Mom, grandma, aunt, cousins, MANN. *laughs*
Jay; well, it shouldnt be that bad, .
Bey; hope not.
They kiss and walk in

Jay; hey guys. *to bey,* this is michelle and andrea, my sisters, and this is Bey,
Bey; *shakes michelles hand* nice to meet you.
Michelle; you as well, im a big fan and you can just call me mickey.
Bey; thank you mickey. *shakes andreas hand*
Andrea; and you can call me annie.
Bey; ok. Nice meeting you.
Jay; and this is my cousin Shea.
Bey; hi * reaches hand out to shake sheas*
Shea; hi, *walks away*
Jay; damn, what she do to you? Anyways...... Lets go meet ma and grannie.
Bey; ok.
Jay; hey ma, *hugs her* this is bey, the young lady I habe been telling you about.
Gloria; hello sweet heart, I have heard ALOT about you, you are all he talks about, and just call me momma gloria
Bey; ok and I hope you have been hearing good things?
Momma gloria; oh yes
Jay; EERRMM. And this is my grannie, grannie thus is bey,
Grannie; hey babe, you can. Call me grannie, wow shawn, she is really pretty.
Bey; thank you.
Momma gloria; yall hungry?
Jay; starving
Bey; yes ma'am
Grannie; can yku cook babe?
Bey; looks at jay and smiles* no ma'am, but I am learning
Jay; but its o.k. She perfect in everything else soooo
Bey; *looks at jay and smiles*
Momma gloria; well you.too love birds go get washed up for dinner.
Jay; ok ma. Come on bey.

They get washed up and eat after dinner, the kids adre in the back room and.the adults are drinking and playing cards in the basement and jays mom,grannie, and two aunt are sitting.around the table. Bey come out the bathroom and Is heading for the stairs.
Momma gloria; hey bey, come here for a second,
Bey; *goes in the kitchen* ma'am
Aunt 1; take a seat babe.
Grannie; so how did you meet jay?
Bey; a friend of our introduced us several months ago for business.
Momma gloria; oh. So do you like him?
Bey; I love him.
Aunt 2; now baby, I know you may have strong feelings, but love is a very strong word. You have to go thru something with a person before you can say you love them, you have to be faced wiyh a stay or go situation before love. After your heart gets tested then you can say love. You here me baby?
Bey; yes ma'am. I do.
Grannie; I know this personal, but how many sex partners have you had?
Bey; *chuckles* very personal, but if you must know, jay was my first.
Momma gloria; well, thats good, wish jay were the same.
Aunt 1; gloria hush, telling all that boi business..
Bey; *laughs* oh, I know already, but I trust him.
Aunt 2; well thats great. Trust is good.

Jay walks in.
Jay; sorry to interupt you, but if you dont mind, id like to save, I mean borrow bey for a few. I wanna show her something.
Momma gloria; ummhhmm. Go ahead.

Bey and jay go up to jay's guess room.
Bey; sits on bed* ohhhh. This bed is comfortable,
Jay; *comes over and lays her down and gets ontop of her* sure is.
Jay starts kissing bey and lickin on her neck and breast.
Bey; jay stop, not here.
Jay; come on, they not studden us. Pweasse.
Bey; jay, I cant, I dont want that reputation.
Jay; starts to undress her, bey cant stop him cos shes lost in the moment, jay gets undressed, he on a condom and goes in. the kiss and make love for 15min. They get dressed and slide bck down stairs, as they're coming doen the steps, jays ex tia walks up to him.
Tia; damn, I know that look, I miss it too. *winks at jay*
Bey; *comes around bey pulls jay* come on babe, lets step outside.
Jay; aight ma. *mean muggs tia*
They go out side.
Bey; jay whats up with her, she lucky this yo momma house, cos oooh, you betta check yo bitch,
Jay; gansta huh? *grabs her ass*
Bey; smacks his hand* im serious.
Jay; ima talk to her. I promise.
Bey; *walks up to jay and wraps her arms around him* you betta.
They share a long kiss and then jays brother eric comes oit.
Eric; whats up man?
Jay; damn nigga where were you?
Eric? Downstairs playin the game. And who is this?
Jay; this my Lady, Bey. Bey, this my brother eric.
Bey; hey *puts her hand out to shake his*
Eric; well hello beautiful. * hugs her*
Jay; aiight, thats enough.
Eric; my bad. Come down stairs the guys down there.
Jay; *looks at bey*
Bey; go ahead, ill chill with annie.

Jay goes downstairs and bey chill with the girls until they go home.